If you can’t yell in church where can you yell

To the lady who was pissed cuz she had to leave her air conditioning to walk across the parking lot into the church and use her very own hands to pull up things online that my phone’s lack of service would not allow me to do thank you for showing me that I am courageous

Still I

Yay I finally got to be of service today you wouldn’t believe all the bullshit I went through just to get to be of service to others in need it’s crazy when the need is so great and so visible all the things that would try to keep me from being of service so silly

Along crazy series of fortunate events

Finally someone said yes I can lend my hand tomorrow to help clean up this mess You wouldn’t believe all the silly things that even led me here Samaritans purse what a crazy name for something we hold so dear I’m grateful I’m beyond grateful reeling full of love and hope again and slightly fearful

The phantom in me

How is it now that I can feel my family in pain as if I were on my period oh ouchie How is it that sometimes my tummy swells up like as if my womb were ready to flush away what wasn’t healthy for it soon How is it that I feel all these phantom

I didn’t today

I didn’t today and although I was offered I didn’t today I said no I didn’t today I didn’t even want to I didn’t today I was offered though I have new eyes and which I see things that others I guess can’t see yet I didn’t today although I was offered I didn’t and

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I hadn’t always been a good listener or been good at sitting still or feeling into my heart to know if what I feel is real but right now in this moment I’m doing all these things I’m sitting still I’m listening and I’m feeling into me To invest in others is inviting me it’s

It is we who are rich

I’ve got love so very much that I can share with all right now not a dollar to my name but we sleep with car running and air on because my dogs deserve it and a little bit I guess so do I cuz my dogs are amazing we said parked with the air on

The River kills

If I went down to the river to pray there came a big old flood today it killed some innocence and left others on the fence but I’m reminded between the Earth and the Sun No more fighting for we have won work to good works it’s all it’s left to say I went down

Love through disaster

I went to help a disaster relief program he denied me one side I got there so I did what I do and I just kept forging on finding different spots to stop and do what else I do and that’s give my love to people and what I found was people with nothing giving

I found my miracle was already taken

I found my miracle they gave me a hug instead of their wife it was beautiful came all the way to this place to be rejected by my original reason think goddess for hearing the pleas 😂 when there’s a fence around a church you don’t want to go in I’ve no idea still what