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How I found My Muchness

An epic epoch by Nikki Payne

Dedicated to my children

Who will probably never understand me however I am sure will understand portions of Love’s written Word.

For they each share my heart, my stubbornness, and their own parts in the finding of My Muchness.

Sabastian, Two, Season, and Nova.

Thank you all for your many lessons in my own eternal growing of Self.


Thank you for assisting in relieving the issue i was experiencing so much confliction with🙏

Mmhi (multiple mental health issues) (tyyq)

I am admitting acknowledging and addressing that I am personally experiencing difficulty seeing the true issues from the mess that I create around them feels beyond my management I believe I am also experiencing the transition between supporting role and leading role in my own present life I am fully aware that everything I have…

I am right here

I never tried to escape myself I never truly felt that I was ever lost even in my missteps I find I am right here

Really we are

You know we really are guided and protected in this beautiful existence really we are thank you for not offering me drugs but instead offering me the ability to learn and grow in the healthiest way… Here’s to my weight loss healthy gain


“missing you is useless” I just love this saying because there are times that I miss a certain someone at least I think I do and then I’m reminded that there’s absolutely no need to miss anyone each thought each memory brings them back to your heart and I for one can appreciate this

Slow down

Not everything gets done in your desired timing however everything you desire gets done in time


Thanks for encouraging me to continue becoming my most healthiest self


Today was going to be spent working on my camper… Then I got a call from Mrs Karen asking if I could come sit with her today even though it’s my day off… I asked work if it’s ok they said of course 🤗 then they inform me she has extra hours due to it…


“Write it on your heartthat every day is the best day in the year.He is rich who owns the day, and no one owns the daywho allows it to be invaded with fret and anxiety.Finish every day and be done with it.You have done what you could.Some blunders and absurdities, no doubt crept in.Forget them…


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